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mostly what i miss is calling him Daddy. I'd say I miss him being my Daddy but I am not sure he was, I just miss thinking of him that way.
On the plus side, I am cooking more and doing more crap for myself that he complained about, like making those boring calls to the health insurance people or whatever.
I want to say I'm proud of myself and junk, but it's not that I didn't do this stuff before, it was just more fun to do it when i was doing it because of his stern reminder I guess.
Whatev.
Work, be a mommy, clean the house, pay bills, be serious, then sneak a teensy bit of time onto tribe so I can visit my favorite friends (which only reminds me of how boring stuff is for me now without this in my life as often as possible).
Ho Hum.
On the plus side, I am cooking more and doing more crap for myself that he complained about, like making those boring calls to the health insurance people or whatever.
I want to say I'm proud of myself and junk, but it's not that I didn't do this stuff before, it was just more fun to do it when i was doing it because of his stern reminder I guess.
Whatev.
Work, be a mommy, clean the house, pay bills, be serious, then sneak a teensy bit of time onto tribe so I can visit my favorite friends (which only reminds me of how boring stuff is for me now without this in my life as often as possible).
Ho Hum.
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 2:47 PMawwwww....man!!!!
do u have any other lil girl outlets? i wish u could come w me to naughty but nice show. we could blow off steam looking at REALLY dirty stuff and trying on stilettos and lil girl lingerie.
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 2:48 PMand then we could go to the Aquarium !
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 2:57 PMI watched some iCarly this weekend and I still wear my cute socks all the time. I'd do more, but it's not so fun when I feel like I am inconveniencing anyone else, so I only feel like being little when I get free time (like two hours per month it seems like).
I am still keeping my bird feeder full of seeds and that helps my wonderous little side enjoy doing the dishes while I watch the birdies out the window.
Miss being treated like a lil girl during nakie time, but I think that should be discussed in another tribe probably. -
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 3:04 PMcan u rejoin the tree house or still no? -
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 5:45 PMyou should rejoin i will invite you
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 6:32 PMheres some ideas.
1. get on the floor and play with mohawk...not because yuou're the mommy but because you like to play with toys too
2. take a bubble bath after mohawk is in bed
3. try buying some cute panties, that helps me in a lil mood
4. buy some kids tunes cds, and play them in the car, itd be great for you and itll help mohawk. :)
that way you're not inconviencing anyone, you're being a good mother. :) yet gettins some lil time. -
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Mon, November 2, 2009 - 9:43 PMawesome idea gracie!!!
Last night, Daddy tried letting me be big by fixing my plate at my in-laws, and my mother in law snatched it up from me and fixed it anyway. lol. backfire. -
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Tue, November 3, 2009 - 2:38 AMthanks!
yeah, backfire but that is kinda funny. does your inlaws know you're lil?
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Tue, November 3, 2009 - 9:26 AMthose are good ideas Gracie thank you. I suppose I do still play on the floor and stuff. Oh! one thing we've really gotten into lately are books. The mohawk is able to sit through a story now and understand it instead of being most interested in ripping the pages or chewing the cover. :)
I've pulled out all of my old Berenstein Bear books and a ton of other old Golden Books, Disney Books, even a Little Miss Shy book that used to have a cassette tape with it. Reading these to him has been so much fun. Not only because I remember the stories so well and it takes me back to those days (Oh the illustrations in Town Mouse, Country Mouse! with the little lady bugs and mushrooms! Wonderful!) but also because I see the lessons I learned from these stories "clicking" in the Mohawk's head. When I read the Little Miss Shy book, I can hear the audio recording in my head, and I can't help but read it sounding just like that narrator.
New favorite "little" activity for a while :).
Ha ha, one circus counting book had drawing all over it, but not baby scribble. I must've still had these books in my room when I was 9 or so because I was writing words and drawing little pee-pees on the male acrobats and stuff. What a goof. -
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Thu, November 5, 2009 - 6:33 PMahhh Chrissy *snuggle huggle*
My roommate is kinda aware of my Little side, but not THAT little. More of a zany teen kind of little, so i feel more comfortable being Little little in my room. But we watch stuff like Princess Bride or Labyrinth or The Little Mermaid and that's fun. The other day i pulled my huge giant stuffed dawg (half as big as me) out of my room and danced wif him to the Labyrinth soundtrack (David Bowie In A Cup, we call it). And i wear Little vests all the time and like peeking down my shirt and the little satin bow on the neckline; that makes me little-happy.
i wear a small rose-quartz ring sometimes; its very girly and littleish but unobtrusive.
remember too; it isn't about the props and toys, though we all love them; it is in your heart, so be sure to keep your eyes open to the little wonders of the world and you will be Little in your heart ^_^ -
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Fri, November 6, 2009 - 1:10 PMDance magic dance...
She chose down?! Sheee choooose dooooowwwwn!
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Thu, November 5, 2009 - 10:15 PMI'm glad you found those books. It's so important to pay attention to the little side. The need for it comes out for a reason. I get littler the more stressed I am. (Which is like CRAZY stressed as of late) Daddy can usually recognize this is going on, though, and find ways for me to focus on taking care of myself and doing things like color or watch a kiddie movie. Right now, you don't have someone to do that for you, so you need to make a conscious effort to do it for yourself. If you ever want to get on some form of chat and play silly games together or something, lemme know. I'll try to squeeze it in. I'm sure others around here would be willing as well.
OR, we could all watch a little kid movie together, online. Like you watch the movie, and then talk about it and be silly together. -
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Fri, November 6, 2009 - 12:39 PMthank you so much you crazy zany girly friends.
Did I ever tell you guys about how after we had discussed D/lg in couple's counseling the therapist asked me to give her the 30 second version of my life story and after that she was nodding and saying she can understand why the D/lg is appealing to me and that it is no doubt something that is filling needs in me? Well she did uh huh. Then I asked her if she felt it was healthy (because I wanted to know where she stood on the issue and know if she was going to try to "fix" me or not) and she said, "there is no way I can determine that because I don't know what it is doing for/to you, but I want you to know that you get to choose your own lifestyle..." So I appreciated that she was open about it and willing to see under my own circumstances how it was working.
Anyways, that definately validated something for me because now I have an impartial third party who happens to be a doctor, agreeing that the relationship I have asked for was filling needs inside me, and not just because I am a pain in the but that won't grow up and be responsible.
Also, I had a job interview today with a uniform company of all things. It's like the opposite of the industry I am in now. Imagine that, working for a company that tries to get people to put clothes ON. Heh heh -
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Fri, November 6, 2009 - 12:43 PMhehe Chrissy good luck at the interview!!! -
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Tue, November 10, 2009 - 9:14 AMinterview went really great, but they had 300 applicants. the interviewer said I was definately a candidate, but i referred a friend who is out of work to also apply, she got an interview, and was told the same thing.
anyways, it was good practice.
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Fri, November 6, 2009 - 5:19 PMWhat a GREAT therapist. I've been to several counselors and never had the guts to admit the ageplay stuff. I let out all of the bdsm stuff, some of which I would think would be more horrid, but still can't seem to ever fess up to being little me. -
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Fri, November 6, 2009 - 6:46 PMI had a great therapist. He knew all about me. My BDSM, my poly ways and my Little ways. I sometimes think I should write him a letter and tell him how far I have come in my life. I bet he would be happy for me.
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Tue, November 10, 2009 - 9:30 AMI know things are really crazy for you right now. But you have to remember to always make time for yourself, whether that time is for a little shopping, a nap, little time or whatever you need. Doing stuff for yourself and taking care of yourself is always good too, because you've gotta be kind of independent and know that you *can* take care of yourself even if you don't always want to. Just don't forget to spoil yourself a little sometimes because even when life is crazy and things are hard, you can't forget how important YOU are too.
ps boring calls to health insurance people suck
